Hey! Im so lucky to have such a cool sister as Sarah. She visited me recently and i didnt know how awesome she was. Shes probably the coolest person i know at all ever around! She also has the coolest friends too!! im jealous! well im gonna go now but i will let you in on more of my life later on! babye!

-Kathryn Denise

aka sarah coreen!! hhaahaha!

you know in a dream when youre always trying to get somewhere.....i wish i could wake up.

Currently Playing Gravity By Our Lady Peace innocent see related

Ahhhhhh.....sigh. I am done with LTC and Bible Bowl and the ACT and Prom. I can almost breathe.

Does anyone know how hard we work just so we arent a disappointment to everyone. We always disappoint someone, but if we put all we have into everything we do...then there's at least someone thats satisfied with us for that one moment. But, regardless, its endless. And I'm tired.

Currently Playing Clarity By Jimmy Eat World Table for Glasses see related

It happened too fast to make sense of it.
To make it last.
Not asking of me anything, saying nothing about what it means,
without anybody telling me how I should feel,
lead my skeptic sight.~jimmy

ok so its not that i want someone else to tell me how to feel....ever. but i think i have to know how they feel to know how i feel. otherwise its like i wont let myself feel at all for fear that it just wont be what i want it to be. and i dont know what i want it to be until it doesnt work out and i know what i missed. i am such a pessimistic skeptic that i sabotage myself. just give me one of the answers to all of the questions. please.

Currently Playing Lines in My Face By Chronic Future Time and Time Again see related

we lie to ourselves when we let ourselves believe we can beat the past out of our lives. that all our past actions dont determine where we end up. so did i do this to myself again? if we do the best we can and fail, what are we left to believe? we never hold all the cards. im the master of disappointments and terrible endings.  of all the lies, the hardest ones to face are those we tell ourselves. and the greatest disappointments are the ones we dont expect. and the sharpest accusations are from those we dont respect. and its all so predictable.

time and time again we fall

into the depths of who we are

but we cant keep running away from what we're trying to find

Currently Playing Transatlanticism By Death Cab for Cutie see related

ok...makeShift tranSit update:

It looks like the possible drummer isnt going to work out for us. Due to being in different places and not wanting to start it all off like that, we are currently pursuing working out our sound without trying to find a drummer...seeing as that may be too overwhelming for the places we hope to start off playing in anyways.

other than that...

I am on Spring Break and so im home for the time being. i had an epiphany recently and consider you worthy to share it with simply for the fact that you took the time to visit my site. i wonder what we would be left with if, when someone turned 18, we stripped them of everything they thought they were so sure of...and left them to fend for themselves. because isnt that kind of what happens?